Category Archives: poetry

sometimes

sometimes love is only on the moon
and I sit here in this lonely room
thinking deep
thinking
more deeper than ever deep
beyond that ever you know about deep
even more greater than any deepness
or depth for that matter
I reach out to touch you only
and deep in touch only
to reveal my passion
to caress the most very essence
of you
to embrace your body and hold it
gently tight as no man ever has
as if it were the last time for me
as if the universe gave birth to a billion stars
I would do so gently
to kiss your eyes your month
your face the entire being of you
and you to know that
I adore you so
and so the universe bursts into
a trillion stars that light up the night
but the distance is so great
greater than what great could be
beyond what great could imagine
and I miss you
beyond miss greater than miss
so missing you that my heart cries
weeps your mind funny, your smell
around your neck
and even more profoundly
your undoubted love for me
perhaps could be maybe be
should be for as ever long
but at least to have known
and yet remember I had touched you
in a deepest depths as never before felt
which humbles me even more
than even the most of humble
and even more than could be

that we are

there are times more than not
that we are
encompassed in a world that is difficult to understand
thus we are rocketed/shuttled to places
that challenge us or perhaps even attempt
to realign our lives around them
however, we should embrace ourselves
so we can take hold of what is trying to surround us
as to better understand what it is that we so desire.
it is the balance and the achievement
of the equaling of ourselves that forwards us to a place of where,
now, how and why.
it is freighting to investigate, to challenge,
to change our course, to expand or grow
yet explore the unknown to finally perhaps reach
our goals, dreams, aspirations and desires,
thus attempting us to achieve the fruition
of such welcomed self awareness.
our eyes see…..
our minds question
and once in a great while
our hearts get bruised, fractured and splintered
so to carry the burden of non exploration
becomes a factor that most likely could or will
haunt us for a life time
for at best, at least , at most, at worst, bit by bit, by degrees
it seemed that way

copyright/af   05/31/2013

you are the whispers of my soul

you are the whispers to my soul
a soul deep ascending far beyond any cloud
a soul that could shake mountains
but desires the calm
a calm that I hope to bring you
from whispers like fathomless oceans
caresses of sweet roses and jasmine
which permeate you heart your mind your body
tides of waters deep in your eyes
lips smooth and wet
waiting for that first kiss
a laugh that goes for ever
happiness that brings you peace
a smile that lightens the world to see
a mind that inspires others and you
a caring that could cure the world
and give meaning to fairness in all its freedoms

in all my desirers 2010-august

you are the voice in the coal black night
the laughter, the calmness, the touch
which brings my soul/heart to this place
that place never before realized
that feeling never captured or executed
and now you eclipse my soul with your being
I am in the fathomless depths of you, I am
I waited a life time to enjoy you
to be with you
to touch and caress the very soul of you
I most certainly have
many times I lost my way
so often I drifted so far away
and now you bring me the calm
the peace, the honor the respect of you
that I so contemplated, anticipated, longed for
in all my dreams and desires
and finally ” you bring me “home”
to a place I so wish to stay
to/for “mary”
af/copyright
08/13/2010

“words”

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“first kiss” september 13, 1991 10:25am/ a.f. poem works: copyright 1991

life intoxicating:
awakens
lights the flame to the heart
the magic of the moment
unfolds
and the eyes at the first glance
was like giving birth to both
heaven and earth
like two fragrant flowers
their union and what they
created from their first
kiss
like pure rain the first
kiss
the union which is the
abolishment of separateness
the flower like lips kissed
in the human heart the seed
is sown
and the island of life and
the oceans of loneliness
yearn for happiness and
the treasures of understanding